Don't worry this is my last post...Until next cycle!
Best Wishes.

God is not unisexual. Souls do not have gender.

Most stories that I've heard of talk about "seeing" a light.
Most religious traditions talk about the light too in one way or another.
As it was explained, you cannot see something unless you have physical eyes to see. Your experience is something that can be categorized into visions. So, You had a vision. But what do you actually know about God? Did you mention who is him? What his task is? where He resides? What is our relationship with Him? Why it is important for us to know about Him now?
Did He explained the true history of humanity? Did He explained you about the 3 aspects of time and the 3 worlds?..
the law of action?
and after knowing all of this.... Did you put his knowledge into the light of modern science/ logic/ philosphy to find out that what He is saying is true? AND most importantly, to put into practice this knowledge...
Visions are just that, and as you explained several times, you have a hard time explaining what you have seen...

With our physical eyes. NOBODY can "see" God. Except through visions. You can have those visions through the opening of what it has been called the "third eye", which is nothing else but soul consciousness. However, you don't gain nothing by just having visions.
Everything that exists has a name and form. God is a soul. A soul is an infinitesimal point of light. Just like you and I. We are souls. Souls cannot "see" unless they take a physical body. Because we are souls, we can think. We have thoughts.

Due to the fact that we don't know this and we still think that we are the body, the illusion of a body, we have lost our divinity and our ability to have that connection with God.
Soul consciousness is the way to have an experience of God and your own immortality.