it's okay, i totally understand where you are coming from.. i was once in your position.. and i went through everything you are going through.. but there is something else out there, and somehow it can feel love, truthfullness and honesty. It's not about scriptures, and it's not about what religion you believe in... it all resonates from how you treat people... it's all about the love you share, and the message you send. If you can realize and accept this, then you will realize that the churches today ARE wrong... are twisted, and HAVE hidden lots of things from the people. God will talk back.. but you need to know how to talk to him first.. and you have to believe in the right things, and you are doing just that, you've already seperated yourself from organized religion... that's a first step. Well don't take to much a liking to being compared to people blowing themselves up... as i would never do such a thing even if i thought a higher power instructed me to do so.... life is more important than anything in this universe... you only get one, then you're gone forever. A good mix of science and proper religion, with a touch of philosophy should lead you to the answers you wish to desire..., but don't give up hope man, the universe is BIIIG. go do a search on the hubble space telescope... this universe is huge and beautiful... mysterious and wonderful. anyway i gotta go.. i love you all, and thanks for sharing your thoughts :) it's nuice to get to know the people that i am talking to. just don't give up on a higher intelligence... it's out there.

the hardest part about all of this is speaking out... 'cause then people say you're crazy, and that there is no such thing... yet, then again... what the bleep do you know? hehe I'm not crazy, and i am not imagining things, i felt what i felt, and i saw what i saw. You have to put yourself in a completely different mindset to even achieve this... or at least for me. Just go outside, take a deep breath, close your eyes and lay in the grass... feel it, look at it, closely, taste it.. appreciate it... you start to become a totally different person, and feel extremely different within minutes. I'ts oneness... with everything in this universe. Look we still can't even get past judging each other over how we look. Take a step out of that realm for a while.. this whole planet is acting silly.

that was me sorry forgot to log in... love you all... spread your love :)

are you ready for a change? As you can see from here on this site, and world events, your evironment and the people of the world are changing around you extremely fast... something is definitely on the horizon. So before you think you are 100% correct in your beliefs... i ask you to question them. This is not a message from me, this is a message from God. Peace and love to all.

David