At 4-5 years old I knew I was an Avatar with our name in the world's religious texts.

Since 5-6 years old I've remembered two thousand years ago, that Yeshua didn't go around making "I Am" statements about himself; where we can blatantly show that the Gospel of John sounds nothing like him.

At 13 years old I remembered that the Holy Anointing Oil should contain cannabis (Kaneh-Bosem), and spent a day skiving school in the county library, looking for documentation of why it isn't still used in religion to cure many illnesses.

At 15 years old God spoke to me directly, explaining global eschatology, and asking me to read the world's religions to try to create unity. Where on studying I've found I'm prophesied by name before Judgement Day.

At 21 I fulfilled Revelation 5 & 10, where three years later I eventually got around to reading the Bible, and realized I'd already fulfilled parts.

At around 26-27 on first reading 'be wary of the leaven of the Pharisees, & Sadducees', I've remembered saying that two thousand years ago in contrast to the Essene Bread; even though in this lifetime I'd never heard of Essene Bread. Since then I've recalled how the Shewbread was psychedelic - just like how the Greek drink Kykeon was made.

Because the rabbis made up Christianity (John, Paul, Simon petros), this is soon going to lead to Armageddon, where all nationalities will fight each other, at that same time Betelgeuse will be seen to have gone supernova, as people will be dying in the streets due to the poison within their blood.

After we come to the Messianic Age, and then those who are angelic amongst us will shine, and unite to change this world back into what it is meant to be - God's Kingdom.

I was going to reiterate these things in my life, and then realized I already have... Mainly as someone believed the other day, that claiming to be the return of the Messiah is my choice to make up for things in my life.

The reality is it has been given me as a job to do, and so I get on with it reluctantly, and this makes it hard to appeal to everyone.

Missed a few important dates that helped shape our understanding of being the returning Messiah:

At 24 years old prior to reading the Bible, a red robin ('swooping bird') came up to me whilst gardening in my auntie's Christian bookshop, and called me "Adonai Melchizedek", which I didn't know how to spell or what it meant until asking this professor of Kabbalah online called The Seventh Beggar.

This fulfils Isaiah 46:11-13, where I've given 7th the prophesied warning before God destroys the Rabbinic Rebels/Zionist Israel at Armageddon.

When I was around 25 on attending Faith Camp at Peterborough Showground, I got fed up with them keep only talking about Christ, and not the father, so I went off to pray in nature, and got thunder back as confirmation - that night one of the preachers explains how they had a vision of Christ saying that, "they should be talking about the father".

At 29 years old on having understood some of the Bible contradictions of John, Paul, Simon petros, before sharing this with the world, searching Google for the New Name of Christ, and found that many believe from Theosophy, it is Sananda - where my name is Zanda, partially proving to me that I've got sacred naming globally.

Since around 40 years old after understanding some of the Biblical Hebrew, realizing that Zion/Zan is prophesied in the Bible as the returning name of the Messiah.